Be True With Yourself

If you’ll just stop ignoring what hurts too much to look at

You can start to allow yourself to see what you actually want

Cause you’re no longer pretending around it

To some extent i think we pretend around the things we care the most about because to admit it in full, and not have it come into fruition, would hurt

A lot

Like the thing you actually want. The thing you wouldn’t have to joke about, degrade, dismiss

But just look at, straight in the eye, and nod - with knowingness

Wife

Family

Business

Freedom

And with those things

Ability to hold nothing back

But simply communicate directly

Like wife - to be the rock that protects, provides, and cares for - to know what we are together

Family - to be able to provide a life for my children where they have no idea how, and simply want to grow and live and support and progress because that’s the decision we make

Business - to actually provide good in the world with it, both for those in it, and those we service - like to be a larger than life thing that ALWAYS delivers more than expected

Freedom - communication, money, location, thought - to be me in full and to grant others around me the beingness to do the same

It’s like these things

I’m on the path on

And there have been times where there’s been something that’s been held back

And that being held back makes it more difficult to confront because it’s like the thing that has been held back is left there as a time and piece where you weren’t fully you

I don’t like being half in on things

I do not like feeling like i am not in touch with those things which i most deeply know are true

So

Open that up. Look at what you actually want. Let yourself acknowledge those things

And i don’t know exactly how or why, but when you do - it always seems to play out

The universe does not make mistakes

Be true.