Admit What You Want

I know for me sometimes when I’m putting together in my mind what i want

I will stay away from those things which aren’t immediately able to be manifested into physical reality

Because when or if i look at them and realize that i want them

But then see in present time that i don’t or can’t have it

It can cause some level of friction

Discomfort

Angst

Because it’s like staring straight in the face of what i haven’t gotten

But then i remember

There’s a reason for that. I have created that. And it does not have to be hard.

Here’s what i mean

Awhile ago i would not allow myself to want anything more than a business that could do decent and support me, and the ability to focus on training, and what i ate, and etc etc etc

It was like this tiny bubble that i HAD to take care of, and anything outside of that bubble i just had to not even look at, or dismiss because it would, quite honestly, hurt too much to look at

Admitting that i wanted a family

Admitting that i wanted people around me i can build with

Admitting that i want more of a life than training and business

WITHOUT MAKING THOSE THINGS LESS

It’s about the entirety of the purpose man

Including more is NOT BAD

You do not have to limit yourself

You do not have to keep yourself in a box

You simply have to be willing to put in the time, effort, energy, and attention

To figure out how to get it to work in the way that actually makes sense to you, that you would ACTUALLY want to do

With the people you want, in the location you want, with the setup you want

It CAN be created

And it does not have to be forced. It does not have to be rushed. It does not have to happen before it’s ready.

Stay on it. Keep doing every aspect as well as you can or know how. And let the pieces fall as they may.